What do you do when your body fails you?

your worldly possessions....

your friends 

your money

your jobs

your lively hood.....?

My world seems to jump between pure beauty and brutality

it takes a little leap of joy 

being given sushi in a forest

to everything breaking in the morning.

From painting in the sunset 

to deadly sick the morning.

Who does not want me to have continuous joy?

just let me be whoever you are that stands and spites my world.

Let me paint, let me breath fully.

let me walk fast and get my heart beating fast..... 
safely.

let me drive with a full tank of fuel 

and stable job.

Whoever you are ....please let me.

Let me be.